Dope Decisions
Friday, December 26, 2014
Eggplant Emoji
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Hallelujah, Holiday Parties and Hoes
God is good, all the time, and all the time, God is good! I finally have a job! I had become abnormally brilliant at being a bum so this new job is definately a change of pace. I landed a position at one of the top HBCUs in the country. Although I’m extremely grateful that God has blessed me with some income, I’d be lying if I said I was completely in love with my job. I’ve been trying not to complain because having a job is way better than being broke. Also, this is only a temporary position so I won’t have to deal with the shenanigans for long. However, I’m not sure if constantly feeling like the Olivia Pope of my department is worth the few coins they throw at me every other Friday. I have to fix all the problems that arise and everyone’s lack of planning suddenly becomes my emergency. At least Olivia’s work environment provides her with stress relievers in the form of men. Don’t get me wrong there are some gorgeous guys here but the problem is they are more interested in my shoes than they are me. So the lack of love interests and the heightened stress level at my job have encouraged the party girl in me to come out more often.
Judy and I went out for Halloween a few weeks ago. As a child I was never really allowed to fully celebrate what was often referred to as the “devil’s holiday”. Now that I’m grown I took full advantage of finding a naughty costume and pairing it with some “come and get me” heels! Getting all dolled up and kicking it with my girls helped me get my mind off the woes of the workplace. I twerked my butt off that night and felt pretty darn good about my life choices. So good in fact that I decided to behave the exact same way at Judy’s office holiday party. It was there that I unwilling got chose by a lesbian and successfully eye banged the guy in the white and black bow tie. He is one of Judy’s coworkers and may need a nickname if he keeps flirting with me. Although he’s fine, I shouldn’t be trying to add anymore entertainment to my plate right now. Especially since my hoes are currently out of control.
All the men in my life have been acting up lately but one in particular is doing the most right now. This blast from the past has taken hoedom and disrespect to the next level. I cannot believe Usher just got engaged! I’m completely and utterly disturbed for two reasons. Number 1: I’m back in the Midwest for Thanksgiving and I only had two things on my mind: Fried turkey and Usher’s penis. I was gonna try to set up a secret rendezvous with him but now that’s clearly not gonna happen! Number 2: Although my character hasn’t been angel-like lately, specifically when it comes to men, I never have and never will sign up to be anybody’s side chick. Damn, now I’m really feeling like Olivia Pope except I had no clue that he had a girlfriend. Of course I knew I probably wasn’t the only one making him cum. However, I was under the assumption that he was just a hoe out here sowing his royal oats. But no, he was clearly cheating on his chick the entire time. I don’t get it. There are so many different types of situationships that this new world generation of Thots (that hoe over there) have created to make being committed a non-issue. So I’m having a hard time comprehending why he would intentionally be in a relationship with her when he knew he was going to mess around with me and all the others. We were going to have a threesome for his birthday for goodness sakes! I feel so sorry for his fiancé. I wonder if she knows about his infidelity. If the walls of his apartment could talk they’d tell tales of our shadows becoming one and of our moans disturbing the neighbors. If the walls of my playhouse could talk they’d be in therapy right now trying to erase the memory of his existence.
“Things are not always as they seem; the first appearance deceives many”-Phaedrus
Monday, October 20, 2014
Identity Theft
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
Situationships
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
12-Hour Excursion
Displaced
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
I need a BAEcation
The guys here are different to say the least. I ventured out to Perimeter Mall the other day and counted at least 10 homosexuals in the 30 minutes that I was there. I couldn't stay long because my gaydar was about to shut down from information overload. Thank God my spidey senses actually work now because Lord knows I've been wrong before. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not homophobic at all. I actually enjoy a little gay energy every now and then. Their compliments make you feel like a billion bucks. A "Yaaassss Honey" from a gay man is a certified seal of approval! Although they are good for self esteem and entertainment purposes, they can not give me the male attention that my body is currently yearning for.
Lately, I've been experimenting with Tinder which to me is the world's most shallow matchmaking app. It's a platform for boredom and thirst in my opinion. It connects its users' Facebook profiles and allows the interested parties to send each other messages. The messaging section is filled with non witty comments and pleas to exchange phone numbers. Needless to say I'm extremely unimpressed with my matches (or Tinderonis as my friends and I like to call them). Judy is not a fan of social dating apps so she's been doing her due diligence to introduce me to some of the guys in her crew. The problem here is that most of these dudes have already smashed her homies. I know that Judy's friends are not necessarily my friends but I don't want to bump va jays jays with any female that will eventually be a part of my kick it circle. That's extremely messy and I don't need that type of drama in my life. So with Tinder and these introductions being an epic fail, I have nothing left to do but fantasize about my faux boo.
Usher and I used to have a standing appointment every Tuesday. It's been exactly a month since the last time I mounted his Black Beauty and the withdrawal symptoms are definitely starting to kick it. Oh how I've missed our weekly Turned Up Tuesday sessions. In preparation for our encounters I had to do a lot of stretching. That man use to fold me up like origami pieces and I loved every minute of it. I also made sure to eat fruit and drink plenty of water so that I would be deliciously moist for out upcoming appointment. I thoroughly enjoyed satisfying his sweet tooth with my tasty chocolate cake. Hmm maybe living in the Midwest wasn't so bad. Maybe I should have stuck it out, at least until cuffing season was over. Here I go doubting myself again. My lack of physical satisfaction has me all in my feelings. Hopefully I'll meet someone with potential soon. If not, I'll be on the first flight back to enjoy my own personal Usher concert!
The tragedy is when you've got sex in the head instead of down where it belongs- D.H. Lawrence