So there’s this guy…..well actually there are two guys: Usher and Cory Matthews. I tend to give my boos celebrity or character nicknames so please know that I’m not talking about the real Usher Raymond. I can see theTMZ headlines now, “Usher’s shoe fanatic faux boo
moves in with ex wife in ATL”. I don’t need those type of problems. Anyway, I’ve known Usher since college but we recently almost had a “love in this club” experience which opened the door to regular entertainment. This man is so fine! His small dimple drives me crazy and his lips get me in to trouble every single time. Did I mention how gorgeous his body is? His chest, arms and abs are reminiscent of a my-size action figure. If you can’t tell by now, my relationship with Usher is strictly physical. He’s the definition of a good time! Now my relationship with Cory Matthews is the complete opposite. He’s very affectionate but we always manage to keep on our clothes. Cory is very smart and handsome but kind of reminds me of the boy next door. He doesn’t really fit in nor does he try to. I like him a lot actually but there are some inconsistencies in what he says and what he does.
moves in with ex wife in ATL”. I don’t need those type of problems. Anyway, I’ve known Usher since college but we recently almost had a “love in this club” experience which opened the door to regular entertainment. This man is so fine! His small dimple drives me crazy and his lips get me in to trouble every single time. Did I mention how gorgeous his body is? His chest, arms and abs are reminiscent of a my-size action figure. If you can’t tell by now, my relationship with Usher is strictly physical. He’s the definition of a good time! Now my relationship with Cory Matthews is the complete opposite. He’s very affectionate but we always manage to keep on our clothes. Cory is very smart and handsome but kind of reminds me of the boy next door. He doesn’t really fit in nor does he try to. I like him a lot actually but there are some inconsistencies in what he says and what he does.
Lately, both Usher and Cory have been trying to spend a significant amount of time with me before I move to ATL but I don’t really see the point. Neither one is providing the ideal relationship scenario and in a few days none of this will even matter. In the midst of preparing to relocate, I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting and trying to figure out what it is that I really want. Honestly, I don’t even know what my ideal relationship scenario is. I just know that I’m not interested in being a girlfriend. Never again will I put all of my eggs in one basket unless I’m engaged to be married. I know that sounds like hashtag “ Things Hurt Women Say,” so I’m interested to see how and if this move will change my perspective on relationships.
“Being with no one is better than being with the wrong one.” ~Anonymous
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